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Friday, May 5th, 2006
7:45 pm	weather Couldn't finish me route do to weather and working tomorrow due to the same thing. Also house sitting and puppy sitting. busy weekend. Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
7:13 pm	housesitting and puppysitting Yeap. I am house sitting and puppy sitting starting tonight the 13th and ending the 16th. They will be home Sunday. They went to go see the grand baby in Tennessee. Fun fun fun. (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
8:05 pm	housesitting and puppysitting The Proffer's will be leaving this friday. They will be back Monday then they are leaving Tuesday and will not be back until friday or saturday. Jake will not be there during the week but possible during the weekend. Hopefully they will take jake this weekend. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
5:37 am	thinking I haven't been able to sleep at all for 5 days. Then I was able to sleep for about 3 to 5 hours but waking up constantly. I haven't seen ally in almost 2 weeks. Last night I went and got ally to meet the Proffers. We had a good time then I took her home. I stayed the night with her just being near her. About 2 hours after she went to sleep I was able to go to sleep. Just being near her calms me. She is the only one that has ever been able to do that to me. I came back home and was able to sleep for 4 hours as a nap with no waking up. With every women that I have been with it was all about sex. They always got me to have sex the first night I meet them. The relationship was based on it and no matter what they made sure I would stay. I have been told that I am very talented in the bed. Also that I am very romantic and treat my women good. Ally is totally different from everyone. She wakens a part of me that I wish she didn't, but in the end I love her for who she is not what she can give me. Just being near her is all that I need. I also now that is all I can have at the time due to her school work. I have to admit last night was trying. I was loving on her to show her how I feel but when I saw her breast it made my blood boil and made parts of my anatomy stand up at attention. I would love to do nothing but cuddle and make love to her all the time. At the same time I get scared that I can't control the part of me that she wakens. I see that part of me as an animal (wolf), but what she doesn't know is that to me it is like the dark part of my soul. The side that doesn't care what she thinks or does but gets what it wants no matter what. Raw energy that takes over is fierce and demanding. One day she will see that side of me. I only hope that when she sees that side of me she will still love me for who I am as a whole. I just hope I don't hurt her physically or mentally because of that. I love her to much to do that. That is why every time it tries to come out when we are making love or having sex I stop. One day she will see it. I have a feeling it will be with in a year because I can't control my self as easy as I was able to before. My love calms me one minute and ignites the passion the next. I make love to her all the time and she doesn't know it. Every time I rub her feet or back and cuddle to me is making love. Not the act of having sex or fucking. She is the only women in my life that I have ever done that for. I was never cuddly with anyone before her. I hope she knows that if anything was every to happen between us that no matter what she will always hold my heart. I will never love another Never. She has all of me including my soul. Maybe one day when we are living together I can have the love from her that i give to her. I know living at her parents stops all lot of the love she has for me. I know everything just takes time. I tell her all the time that I love her more than she will ever know. It is true. I put her feelings before mine. There will never be another love in my life. She is the One I have been waiting for all my life. I love her with everything I have to give. I know she loves me. I just wished she would show me especially when we kiss. She doesn't hold me while kissing me. An embrace would be loved. I still have a lot to teach her about relationships considering the guys she has been with have only used her to get what they want. I have never done that to her and never will. I love her so much just being away from her and not talking to her drives me nuts. Enough that I can't even sleep. I wish I could show or tell her how much I love her. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
2:16 am	last night No one would guess what I hit with my truck and drove with for 15 miles last night. A small animal but one that flies. Yeap I damn bat. Kind of cool. I actually got a close up look at the little thing. Very Cool. Current Mood: amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2005
2:49 am	The Mythological God Test Dagda Indeed, you are 75% erudite, 100% sensual, 66% martial, and 79% saturnine. More properly known as The Dagda, he was the Earth Deity-Father of both Gods and men. In this respect he was the Celtic equivalent to Cronus or Zeus of the ancient Greeks. Being the Earth God meant that he controlled the orderly passage of seasons. This cycle was maintained through the guiding melodies produced by a magical harp only The Dagda could play. Since an Earth God is sort of a personification of matter and "stuff," The Dagda owned something called the Undry which was a gigantic pot of abundance filled with an infinite supply of "stuff." One of The Dagda's many names meant "Good God�, but "good" in the sense of being good at doing things. He was a jack-of-all-trades, skilled and accomplished in all his endeavours. Well, for the most part. Apparently his imagination wasn't all that "good" - when his wife bore him three daughters in succession he named each one of them Brigit. The Fifteen Gods These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in � �all or none of the four variables: Dagda. � Erudite: Thoth. � Sensual: Frey. � Martial: Mars. � Saturnine: Mictlantecuhtli. � Erudite & Sensual: Amun. � Erudite & Martial: Odin. � Erudite & Saturnine: Anubis. � Sensual & Martial: Zeus. � Sensual & Saturnine: Cernunnos. � Martial & Saturnine: Loki. � Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Lug. � Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Coyote. � Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Hades. � Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Pan. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 37% on erudite You scored higher than 98% on sensual You scored higher than 74% on martial You scored higher than 85% on saturnine Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on Ok Cupid (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
9:30 pm	a day Well I am not in a really good mood today. Nothing exciting going on. Actually kind of depressed. Lot of thinking going on in my head and most are not good thoughts. Most are actually hurtful for me. I don't really know what to do. Just a day. A day spent not happy. Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
6:08 pm	questionaire 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out about me? 13. Emotionally, what stands out about me? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
4:04 pm	Hectic day Well the day started off really good. I slept a whole 6 and half hours last night. Woke up with a smile on my face from my dream. Then I went to work. Right into the rain. Worked half a day out in the rain getting soaked and cold to the bone. Stop and get some chicken mull for lunch. Ate lunch at Helicia's house and then I get a phone call from my sister on her cell. Misty had been in a wreck and totalled the tahoe. My sister locked her keys in the car when she went to the accident site. Misty went to the hospital in an ambulance. Jennifer went back to work and got her car towed to work. The only spare key for her car Matt had at work. Luckily he was in Lavonia about an 45 minute drive away. So I went on a drive to get the key and return. An hour later the task was complete. When Jennifer gets off of work we are going to the hospital to check on Misty. Which is one of my sister's brides maids for her wedding. I just hope she will be ok. She hit her head hard and blood was running down her face. She doesn't remember the accident, getting out of the upsidedown vehicle, or even getting into a ladies car to wait on the ambulance. I thinks she needs to stay in the hospital over night for observation. Well we will see in a few hours. Current Mood: rushed (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
11:57 pm	painting Well I painted the hallway. That was mom's christmas present. She helped a little bit, but she mostly slowed me down. When to brians today to hang out with his family. Held the baby for a while. Then started wrestling with Bricon. He is 5 years old. Just the right age to aggravate. Cooked some deer cube steaks and drink margaritas. It was fun. But now I am tired and bored to death. Really in the mood to cuddle for some reason. I guess because it is getting cold outside. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Friday, November 26th, 2004
5:13 pm	thanksgiving Thanksgiving was better than I thought it would be. Not that many people there as I thought would be. For matt to be half Itailan and half Irish his family likes to drink. My mom and sister fit right in since they like to drink wine. But me on the other hand had whiskey. Actually about 9 shots of whiskey and that was in just 4 hours. I was feeling good when we finally sat down to eat. All in all it was a good thanksgiving but a lonely one since I am single. But I had mom there to keep me busy since her boyfriend didn't go. Actually he wasn't invited. I think she just needs to get rid of him. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
12:51 pm	wreak Well I had fun at Tia's for the friend thanksgiving dinner. But when I left it went down the drain. I stopped not even 5 minutes down the road. At the gas station to get gas in truck to make 2 hour drive back home. While I was waiting for the pump to get ready to pump gas I was leaning on my truck. And all of a sudden my truck moved backwards. I look up and there is a jackedup green f150 still backing up into my truck. So that fight or flight kicked in and if you know me good enough you know that it is always fight. So I run up to the driver door beating on his window trying to get him to stop. At that time he puts it in drive and takes off running with me right beside him until he hits the 4 lane road. I got his tag number and went into the store and called the cops. Which is another thing I was getting pissed about. I had to call the cops 3 times to get someone up there to make a report. so after waiting and hour and a half for a cop by the time they get there I was so pissed it was unreal. Just to find out that the tag in not in the system and he probably don't have a liscence or insurance. So I am going to have to pay the minimum about from my insurance to get my truck fixed. oh well. I hope i never see that mexican again because i will probably kill him if i did. Yes he was a drunk ass mexican. The store has him on tape. Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 7th, 2004
8:37 pm	deer 2 I went hunting this evening. There was a buck walking through the woods the same way my eight pointer did. I shot this buck with was a nice size 6 pointer. He rack is the best rack I have. He was a good size buck as well. So I am excited. But he was the last buck I can shot this deer season. Now I can only shoot does and up to 10 of them. Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 30th, 2004
10:54 am	first deer Oh yeah got my first deer this year. Just so happens to be a 8 pointer. The body is huge but the horns are small but big enough to be considered my biggest buck. It only has a 10" spread which is not that good. But I am excited non the less. Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Friday, October 29th, 2004
8:16 pm	Sighted in gun I sighted in my gun today. Started off at 20 yards. Second shot in the red bullseye. at 50 yards the fifth shot right above the bulleye. Then at 100 yards the second shot right above the bullseye. So at 50 yard it is below the red and at 100 yards it is above the red so at 75 yards it is dead on the bullseye. So I am pleased. Mom said that I was a damn good shot not matter what. 100 yards = 300 feet. Can't wait until I shoot at another deer. I think my other scope was dead. It was about 15 years old. So my new scope is crystal clear and sighted in just perfect. Since I was already down in deer camp I went ahead and cut down 2 trees. They were leaning all the way over where the tops where touching the ground. Took me for every because the biggest tree cracked upward half way through. But it was accomplished. Task complete. Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
9:44 pm	scope I bought a new scope for my hunting gun. It is bore sighted in. So I have to sight it in up to 100 yrds away. Got a shooting target to help that task out a little. Haven't heard if I was going to house sit or not. Called at 3pm and left a message but no call back. I have called and no one is answering the phone. So I might not housesit this weekend just have to wait and see. I have been sore all day long and I am hurting. No changes uther than what I have already had but i am waiting. Plus I can't see the moon. Current Mood: uncomfortable (Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
8:20 pm	Day after Well I went and sighted my gun in. Mom and me went to her boyfriend's parents house and talked for a few minutes pick up some food they had cooked for us. We told them we were going on their land to sight my gun in. Had to tell Charlie I missed 3 deer. He gave me hell about it. But needless to say. My gun was off 4 inches to the left and 5 inches low. Which is about a foot at 90 yards away. Ground all the way. I am surprized that I found some white puffs of hair where I shot one. But I am ready for Sunday and can't wait. Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
9:17 pm	deer hunting Well I went deer hunting today for the first time this year. It was not a good time. Got to my stand just to find out that the tornadoes we had took my stand apart. So for the first 30 minutes I was fixing my stand. Then about 10 minutes before dark 5 does run by me. I shot at 3 just to find out that my gun is not sighted in. Then I go to start my fourwheeler just to find out the battery is dead. It wasn't a good day. I saw 5 deer at work and 5 in the woods and 7 on the way home. Just wished I could of gotten the 3 does I had shot at. Tomorrow I have to go and sight my gun in at a shooting range and get a battery for my 4wheeler. Then I will be set for Sunday considering Saturday I will be in Atlanta all day with my sister. I hope only my sister. For more Bridal shopping and then I am going to cut off the bridal shopping for deer season. Current Mood: aggravated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 17th, 2004
6:01 pm	quiz Which File Extension are You? (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
4:22 pm	animals Yesterday I saw 2 coyotes and they were gorgeous. Looks like they are packing up. They didn't have bushy tail like the first one I saw. I still think that one was a wolf. Today I saw 6 does at a house that I was cleaning their pool. They were gorgeous as well. I can't wait until to go hunting. Well that is all for now have to go play with my ferrett she is being a handful. (Comment on this)